you’re telling me that this entire time i could’ve been so much happier and freer than i was, and all along it was just me blocking myself from all these experiences for literally no reason? » yes, in fact. i once wrote "it felt like there was this switch in my brain, that if i could just find it and flip it i could become happier. i said i felt like i've flipped that switch, and i don't know how, but it happened."
you’re telling me that this entire time i could’ve been so much happier and freer than i was, and all along it was just me blocking myself from all these experiences for literally no reason? » yes, in fact. i once wrote "it felt like there was this switch in my brain, that if i could just find it and flip it i could become happier. i said i felt like i've flipped that switch, and i don't know how, but it happened."
when was this even lol